Its funny how totally changing your hair can totally change your attitude.
Now that its dark rather than fucking bright ass red, I feel the need to wear bright lipstick, be a bad ass, and dress less like a hippie.
Also, holy shit my hair is getting long.
Feeling beautiful.
Embracing my inner goddess.
and jamming out to strictly female artists.
I had a beautiful dream lastnight
I was walking up this very tall set of stairs.
I was growing tired near the top, but I saw Justin and John just a few yard up, there was an amazing light emitting from them I could barely see them due to the light, but I knew it was them, I could see their eyes, I could see their smiles. One I got up to them we held hands as we climbed the rest of the stairs.
At the top were some of my closest friends, surrounding a ladder I couldn’t reach, they helped me reach the ladder, holding it as I started to climb. When I could barely see them anymore the stairs, the ladder, everything disappeared, it became the universe. They all were next to me… but eventually we all faded into a faint color of light—each person with a color corresponding to them—then to nothing. We were there, but no longer separate from each other. We were one, not only with each other, but with the universe as well.
I think its a sign, I think I’m on the edge of something big. Things have been crazy and rather stressful lately, but I’m handling it better than usual. I have more peace even in the chaos.
Thank you universe.
Do not feel lonely, the entire universe is inside you.
Parts 1 and 2
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Flower of Life
Oil and glitter on canvas
(Source: lolaleola)
Merlin. My main man.
He still needs whiskers.
Observed color project based on this image.
Oil on canvas.
